Sep 22, 2011

Back to old Malacca

Its rather quiet here in Malacca. I guess everyone is busy studying for Finals. Myself in the other hand hmm. Could not stop pondering about whether I should go home for the weekends or stay here?

Name 5 things I like about it here;
a) The food is freaking cheap
b) I have my friends all around me
c) My housemates are wonderful people *hmm except ...
d) I get to see Faliq (for people who do not know well that's my boyfriend/bestfriend)
e) The feeling of living on your own,hmm makes me feel alot independent.

Vice Versa

Name 5 things I dislike about it here;
a) Its not really clean
b) It doesnt really feel homie
c) There isnt a place where you can actually chill out with friends
d) Its super hot
e) Your on your own. hahaha so yeaa

Anyways im sitting for computer application tomorrow and hell yea I aint ready,do pray for me.
So all you folks out there sitting for exams
I would like to wish many best of luck
and have a great sem break.
I know most of us are already looking forward for it.

Sep 16, 2011

Cerita 3 Pagi

I guess my emotional bit tend to splurge out pagi pagi buta ni. What if you've met the right guy?
You know the kind of guy that will love you effortlessly , smiles to you for no reason and believes with all his heart that it doesnt matter how much your an arse or you screw up countless of times, he'd still be there loving you more and more each day.

I love it, looking at old couples knowing that there is so much bond between them, sometimes lifes so fast and unstable I ponder, will I ever know this? Will I ever get to have this? I know to some what would an 18 years old girl know about it, she's too young. But Im not, it doesnt have to be a relationship between two strangers.

I miss you Grandpa. I wish you could be here. I miss you, I met this wonderful guy and Im not ashamed to admit it , one day I'll marry him.He reminds me alot of you. So gentle and warm. He makes me happy and I have this nervousness just being around him.He has a wonderful smile and he how he smells reminds me of your old napkins the ones I used to fold and kept it in your pocket.

I miss you Grandpa, sometimes Im confused I feel like falling,like Im drowning and nobody can hear me screaming. I feel like Im suffocating. I dont want to grow up, I dont want to loose all these memories Im not ready to just let go of what grasp so long. Give me sign cause I hate this girl,looking at the mirror not knowing herself.I cant breathe at the thought of Hani your losing yourself. Please tell me, you send him to me to love me as much as you did, not a replacement but somebody to just be there.

I love you and I miss you so much.

Sep 11, 2011

Up Beat Chronicles


Good Morning World !
Why must it be so bloody hard to leave home.
a) cause i miss my bed
b) cause i love my wardrobe
c) cause i love my awesome clean toilet
d) the environment in Putrajaya
e) free home cooked food
f) Alamanda *not really.
AND I MISS THESE PEOPLE

Sep 10, 2011

Random Video 1

I freaking love this dude

TEEHEE ! Ryan Higga <3

Back and staying around.

Im back, gosh its been awhile since i updated this blog.
To be honest, I miss blogging and writing about random stuff.
It been fun getting away but Im glad Im back *not like it matters that much.
Anyways the major part that ive noticed these couple of months
is that there are lots of newborns <3 awww lil cute ones.
and Alhamdulillah ramai getting married, WEDDING BELLS *yayy
and Ramadhan for the first time as a perantau was'nt that bad
and Raya 2011,was good syukur I met with relatives I didnt even knew existed
and Im currently at home blogging where im supposedly studying for finals in a week time.
anyways will keep you posted with whats new :) xx
Assalamualaikum